I don't know what I feel
Or if it's something real
I sit on this occasion
I frown at the objection
Yes, sure it may be not
But please let me believe
That while inside I rot
My outside knows its free
Please, just let it go
This feeling I confessed
I took a chance and lost
And now can't make amends
I feel as though around me
My life keeps passing through
With no certain direction
With way too many moods
I'm getting sick and tired
Of waiting for my turn
I'll build myself a wall
I'll take my chance and run
Far from these emotions
All I can't comprehend
Running from devotions
Until I reach my end
I'm wishing to do better
But somehow I just can't
This feeling's taking over
And now I cannot end
Oh well, so much for closeness
Or letting anyone near
It's time to reach our ending
This chapter's end is here
But what will life bring next
Well I'll just wait and see
There's nothing left to do
But trust that I'll get through
And just maybe I might
And just maybe I'll find
That thing that I've been searching for
The one who'll reach my heart
