I wonder if you think of me
In the way I think of you
I wonder, do you say my name
Without merely thoughts of gain
I wonder if I hugged you
Would you hug me in return?
I wonder if I gave you a chance
Would you not make me regret it?
I wonder should I let you in
Or merely play along?
After all I don't know your feeling
Nor what happens if I'm wrong?
Am I using you like the others
Or do I really care?
Do I really want a connection
Or just a physical flare?
Is that all you want?
Or are you seeking something I won't give.
Is it really alright
For me to think of you and grin
I want to hug you close
And hug you tight.
Maybe it's just my flesh
Maybe it's the thought of us near.
Not near in a physical way
But instead emotionally.
However, we're just too different
There's not much to compare
I realize I don't rhyme
But I just can't in this turmoil
That yearns for us to be close
And wants for us to be distant
I wonder and wonder
Without really an end
I wonder and wonder
What to make of you, my friend
